| thank you so much behbiee...thank you for lasting 2 weeks without that dreaded phone...i know it seemed impossible...but...WE made it through =)...these past two weeks was like a wake up call......i realized how much i love you......so many of the "what are you going to do in the future?" questions i got from my friends.....and my first instinct...was that "i wanna spend the rest of my life, with kelly"...durr...heh...i even mentioned going to college in cali hehe...my friend was like, "Yeh, im going for the girls, kinda"...lol...i said i was going for "A girl" =D...which is kelly anne bonete!!
this whole seperation is quite a powerful thing...BUT...we managed to define all obstacles so far...i just can't wait till i walk down that Forestal Village Church...listening to the bells...watching all my friends, and family on the side...seeing the place where we both grew up in...laughing, playing games, being the dorks we still are...walking down that aisle, emotions lifted, tears coming out, the witness of miracles...it amazes me what a BIG dream we both have...but i PROMISE you kelly...we WILL be together...growing up...the best stage of my life can fill so many memories...it is my wish for everyone to know that i love you...every second, minute, hour, day, month, year that passes...you will always remain in my heart...YOUsurpass ALL my wonders, hopes and dreams...you made the impossible, possible...i woke up from a dream, and realized you were in my arms...that is how it is supposed to be...the beauty that is shown through you, enlightens my heart...it is you whom i hand it all too...
behbie...you gotta know...i've been constantly devoting my time for you...and i know you tell me not to do that cuz of school, and family and what not...but...my mind has chosen a direction...its become a hobby...NaMANAms...yes, i have failed some homework, and quizes, possibly tests because i can't get you outta my mind...yes, i have left friends behind to walk in your footsteps...yes, i've denied my family in times of need...im overwhelmed by the power you have over me...and...im loving every bit of it...i've realized how to manage my time with everyone...and it was so hard not being able to talk to you...but know that school, and famiy must come first...BUT i hold you CLOSE to my heart...i know this blog was kinda random, but i not only want you to know, but others too...i've picked my future...im sticking to it...no matter what the heartache...i will overcome the obstacles...and finally prove people wrong...that there are such things as true love...i have found mine...i love you kelly...always and forever!..
<3 always, your AC |
kelly